Hello to all my brave readers! This blog is essentially going to be a dumping place for the random thoughts that go through my brain. Expect to see what’s currently happening in my life, as well as commentary on faith, music, and Doctor Who. I’ll try to make it as entertaining as possible, but I can’t promise anything.
For those who don’t know, I’m taking the semester off from Truman. A combination of factors led to my decision, including anxiety issues and the fact that I still don’t know what I want to major in even though I’m a senior. In the meantime, I’m living at home in Iowa and taking two classes at Kirkwood (the local community college, not the STL suburb) as well as an online electrical engineering class. Hopefully, I’ll be able to get my academic self-confidence back.
I feel like I’m in some kind of transitional phase. I’ve always had some kind of plan for my life. I might have changed that plan every other week, but at least I had one. However, now that I actually need to start making decisions about where I want to go and what I want to do with my life, my mind is blank. I’m trying to figure out who I am and what God’s will is for me, but so far I’m still in the dark. I’m hoping that God is using this time somehow. In the words of Romans 8:28: “All of these things work together for good.” I wish I knew what His plan were, but I hope that although now I “see through a glass darkly, but then I shall know in full.”